My Poem For You

You may read this or you may not...
But I have to let you know...

I'm tired of wearing this mask,
I don't know how long it'll last,
I fake a smile on the outside,
But I'm hurt in the inside.

I pretend as if though everything's okay,
But it never was,
You were my joy, my pain, my happiness,
my everything,
But now all is left is this loneliness.
I keep having this pain in my chest,
Since the day you left.
If through my pain you'd heal,
Then,heck! I'll hurt myself forever.

You're the closest to heaven that I'd ever been,
Thank you for you've loved me,
And that's something that will always be in my memory,

But if you should ever find someone new,
He'd better be good to you,
Cause if he doesn't I'll be there...
Just look over your shoulder...

Miss you..

With Love,
Charles Nilbert Phillip Roberts